benci (eaaaaaaaa)

kalo gue udah benci atau males sama org bisa sampe lama tapi sekarang lagi ga ada sih hehe tapi ya itu lah gue kalo udah benci tuh bisa ga mau ngeliat tuh orang sampe bertahun tahun (lebay) atau ga mau komunikasi sama orang itu sampe gue lupa pernah benci sama dia. emg ini sifat gue yg paling buruk dan sampe sekarang gue blm bisa ngilangin sifat itu, gimana caranya ya? jawabannya gue ga tau dan gue ga bisa atau terkadang gue ga mau hahahaha. gue bisa membalas 10x lipat kalo ada org yg bikin gue kesel atau sakit hati, dgn cara ngebales langsung ataupun berdoa biar org itu dapet karma. terkadang bisa dibilang balesannya datengnya lama tapi kadang bisa cepet sekehendak Allah aja, dan gue selalu bersyukur sama Allah kalo org itu udah dpt balasannya (jahat emang tapi bodo amat, gue ga peduli krn org itu udah buat gue sakit). gue tau di dunia ini org tuh sebenernya ga ada yg jahat tapi kadang beberapa org ada yg melakukan yg menurut dia baik padahal menurut org lain itu adalah hal buruk. daaaaan kadang gue jg dapet balesan yg alhamdulillah nya ada aja jalan keluarnya, ya Allah alhamdulillah untuk semuanya. hahaha ga bisa mikir apa-apa lagi gue, semoga gue ga benci sama org deh, walaupun ada satu org yg bikin gue males tapi gue masih bisa ngontrol diri supaya ga benci sama dia, semoga rasa malesnya bisa ilang amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin

nothing just empty

pernah ngerasa kaya lo bebas tapi lo seneng dan agak ngerasa takut? gue ngerasain ini sekarang dan gue berharap supaya ini ga cuma buat sekarang aja semoga gue bisa ngedapetin diri gue lagi kaya dulu, semoga gue bisa selamanya ngerasa gini. gue takut mau bebas tapi seneng karena gue ga punya beban lagi. hahahaha gara2 adrian nih jadi kaya gini,ova lia dini juga karena hari ini hari paling gila dan bisa ngebuat gue lepas dari semuanya. i love you so much everyone! aaaaaaaah gue takut tapi gue seneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng banget. byeeeeeee

heartless lyrics

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

[Verse 1]
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

[Verse 2]
How could you be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

[Verse 3]
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night....

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

aaaaaaaah wtf

WHAT THE FUCK satu kalimat buat orang tolol yg nyia2in sahabat gue. gue ga tau knp jadi kesel banget ye sama lu, gue ga suka deh cara lu memperlakukan temen gue. gue tau gue orang luar tapi gue sayang sama sahabat gue dan gue ga suka lu ngegituin dia. apakah lo ngerasa ganteng bgt dgn seenaknya main tinggal gitu aja? anjriiiiiiit standing ovation deh buat lu, tepuk tangan meriah bgt gue kasih buat lu. keren keren gila ga nyangka gue ada orang sebegitu hebatnya mainin perasaan orang. eh sadar men sahabat gue tuh baik bgt sampe rela ngebiarin lu bahagia sama orang lain, ada ga tuh cewe kaya gitu? buta dasar lu, apa ga punya otak? ckck dasar player ngerasa hebat yeee bagus deh biar gue doain lu dapet karma yg paling karma, AMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN. dosa lu mainin orang

konser fadlan

Hari ini gue nonton fadlan konser,bete sebenernya krn gue duluan yg minta les piano eh malah fadlan yg di daftarin les tapi gapapa deh gue mengalah hahaha,dia awalnya takut tapi akhirnya berani jg wkwk.bnyk bgt yg udah jago dan mengingatkan gue pada ova,dia inspirasi gue knp gue mau les piano.jarinya lincah bgt ga bakal mungkin gue ngimbanginnya hehe.but i enjoyed the concert,they're amazing

adrian

adrian
cool, konyol, songong hahaha, baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik banget, care, ga mau ribet, ganteng (wow), kurus, tinggi, suka manggil gue 'ndut', suka tebar pesona (walaupun ada gue) hahaha, suka ngerasa paling ganteng sedunia.
the coolest person ever, i love him so much no matter what he do. he always make me smile, and because of him i can back to normal again, with his silly behavior he can make me laugh even cry hihi. sometimes he cold like ice, i call him mr.cold haha. sometimes i get bedevil with him and i just can grumble all the time wkwkwk. if i'm angry he will say sorry and when he didn't get apologize he will silent for a moment. he's totally unique, and i always mesmerise. i love you yasa, so much. i know you know it hahaha but whatever cause i always like to say 'i love you' to you. i always beside you. i'm sorry if sometimes i hurt you, i never want to hurt you. i'm sorry if sometimes i'm jealous when you talk about your ex. i love you so much

hehehe

udah lama ga buka blog hehe. blm ada cerita seru lg nih hahaha maap yeeeeeeeeee